Shocking words of a mother of late David Dragicevic are tearing up the soul: "Why were you the first one to go, and I stayed"

Suzana Radanovic, mother of the late David Dragicevic from Banja Luka, published a status on Facebook about her son where she said that "she recognizes him in his father's struggle, his righteousness, and courage".  

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The struggle of David's family to find out the truth about his murder has been going on since March, they said.

David's family, friends, acquaintances and citizens of Banja Luka have been gathering on the square of Krajina in this city and they demand the truth to be revealed about his murder.

Suzana, David's mother, shared a shocking status about her son on Facebook.

Foto: Facebook/PRAVDA ZA DAVIDA/Davor Dragičević

This is her entire post:

"My son, my love. I am looking at your father, he is fighting and I recognize you. Your righteousness, and courage. You are worth living for, you are worth dying for.

I feel you in every breath I take, in every blink of an eye. You are here with me, besides me, in my heart. You live through me. I feel you, right now, you are here, by my left side. Whispering so no one can hear. You are my secret.

You say not to worry, to fight against the tears. You don't love them, you don't like seeing your mother cry. You say, like always, let me mom, worry about the children. They need you. I am looking after myself, and they are little, they can't go without you. You are telling me that it is nice where you are now, with your friend Jovan. Your souls met again.

Printskrin: Facebook/Radanovic Suzana Zoran

But you are not saying that you needed me those 6 days, that you were thinking of me. Did it cross your mind that we are searching for you, that we found you, saved you from evil?

You are not saying to continue my life without you, how can I live without a heart, without a soul.

You are not saying when will we meet again, when will I be able to kiss your eyes. To take you in my arms like a baby and to swing you until my hands start hurting.

You are saying son, but I can't. Words won't come out of my mouth. Why did you go my love, and I stayed?

How can I live when your wounds hurt me, your pain, your blood? How can I not think about where were you, what were you doing, what was your life like, what kind of love did you have, what would your children be like?

My son, there is no more life, only suffering. Struggle. An attempt to withstand it all, because you can't just die, and I would gladly be by your side. Your mother loves you".

David Dragicevic disappeared on March 18th, and his body was found in a sewage Crkvena on March 24th.

(Telegraf.co.uk)